Friday, April 3, 2015

April 3, 2015 Brian's birthday

Today would have been Brian's 37th birthday. This is the first time in 12 years that this day has impacted me. I believe that this day is difficult because I am reliving my memories in my book.

Today I am grieve what we were unable to experience together.

My focus today must be positive, but it doesn't come easy. I haven't had time to cry or really process things.

I have been blessed with several friends who have posted on Facebook and have sent me texts. This is what I need.

Please understand that I don't have it all together.

I write that I want to stay positive. It normally would come easy, but not today.

Thank you to my friends who were willing to enter into my grief. I'm not asking for any answers, but just for those who would listen... just a little bit. And let me know that you care.